Goodbye Dark Stranger
You lied to me today, and said this would never happen again,
My heart was pounding for little reason, filled with adrenaline.
You promised that there was a way to take control of these things,
I don’t believe you know what you are doing, and each time it stings.
You lied to me today to make me believe things were better,
The ideas are mere words, unraveling like threads of a sweater.
You say next time will be different, I can walk away without anger,
It has never happened, and who appears is a dark stranger.
He trusts no one, never resting and has no peace,
Willing to do whatever is needed, the chaos he causes does not cease.
The damage he has done is like a hole in a battleship’s hull,
It is still a ship but sinks, because the water has made it full.
You lied to me today because surely you believe,
You actually have an answer and think that I cannot leave.
Or was it because you thought I wouldn’t notice that nothing would change,
Comfortable torment fills this life, decisions made however strange.
This time I don’t forgive you as I have done many times before,
You will do it again, the cut is to deep, I will not take it anymore.
I tell you the truth today, this dark stranger, it’s time for him to go,
Silence your lips and listen, these things that you will have to know.
You have been here my whole life, even in my youth,
But I have learned that to lie, you must first know the truth.
No longer do you get to make all of life’s decisions,
The past is script that is forever, but now I am making some revisions.
Words before they are spoken, will be made with careful thought,
Better ways of living will be learned from the bad lessons you have taught.
I tell you the truth today because things will be done now the way they should,
Repairing the pieces that you broke, broken pieces you never would.
With nothing left to say, you are no longer welcome here,
Smiling I switched off the light, and turned away from the mirror.